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++Lol, Im back in the hospital again++

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 5, 2009, 4:46 PM
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I'm back in the hospital, guys!

Isn't that something DANDY?

But yeah.

I'm back in the hospital.

For the second time.

AGAIN.

Lol.

It's not all that bad.

I'm just hoping that I actually learn some better coping skills and learn how to control my anger and stuff while I'm here, and try my best to get out as quickly as I can.

It just kinda sucks, you know? I tried my best to stay out. I tried my best to stay safe. I tried. I tried.

but right at the momment, i kinda of think of this place as a cacoon, you know?

And right now, I'm the catepillar.

A little detestable thing that no one likes, no one is intrested in, no one cares about.

but Im in my cacoon.

And when the time comes, and I have a feeling that it will come soon, I will break out from the cacoon. And I will be a butterfly. A beautiful thing that everyone will pay attention to and everyone loves.




Sorry that I'm not gonna be online as much, guys. I'll try to get online here as soon as I can, or when they give me a home pass. Whenever that will be. >.>


Hope you all are doing well.

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+ Go Back To Africa You Fucking Hippo +

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 1, 2009, 5:17 PM
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"Go Back to Africa Where You Belong You Fucking Hippo!" -~MentallyDelicious

That, my dears, is the funniest shit ever.

Halloween was amazing for me. I hung out with a bunch of my friends, got to see Veronica'slolzneice Ada.

I was....something. I dont know what I was supposed to be. Zombie princess. Idk. I covered myself in stitches, wore my favourite black dress (It's poofy and elegant and PRETTYFUL :dummy: ), put some black/purple eyeshadow on, drew really long lashes, etc.

I was going for a doll look at first...but I didn't expect Veronica and Hannah and all of them to arrive so early at my house to pick me and my dweeb of a brother up, so I did whatever.

It came out awesome, none the less.

Veronica was Bellatrix Lestrange, and she looked FUCKING. AMAZING.

Hannah was a weeabo/harajuku girl. It was funny. She looked really pretty as one,
though xD

Pat was a white guy. Because secretly we all know he's really black and has a giant afro under the costume.

Kaitlyn was...well, I dont know. She just put on whatever. I seriously thought that at first she was a scene girl. >_> I think she saw it as me trying to be mean or rude, but I wasnt. I seriously thought she was supposed to be a scene kid. ._.

Abraham was....a loser. xD lawl, he didnt have a costume.


Halloween was awesome. It was a full moon, too, and we got TONS OF CANDY. My book bag was filled to the brim.

Of course, Abraham's pillow case was a lot bigger. But that's cuz he's retarded. No other explanation's needed.

We voted a certain person off of the island, too. Thank god.

And we decided that that person (and a few others) were also muggles. >.>

Too bad I couldn't stay at Hogwarts too long though.

And no, you can't come with us to Hogwarts.

I went home and traded candy with my brother afterwards.

And watched a bunch of movies.

Yus.

I watched Orphan, I watched My Psycho Super Sweet Sixteen, Shaun of the Dead, and a bunch of others...


Halloween...was the best.


:bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::blackrose::iconloveblackplz::blackrose::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack::bulletpurple::bulletblack:


TO DO LIST

:bulletblack: All of my friends on Halloween Night at Hogwarts
:bulletpurple: Make my own journal CSS
:bulletblack: Icon for ~Miiss-Gore
:bulletpurple: Redo of Arina's character sheet.
:bulletblack: Apply for *Fine-Primo
:bulletpurple: apply for ~NitemareHall
:bulletblack: Fanart for *Lady-Valiant's Lady Doll. Gaja's waaaay too cute.
:bulletpurple: Character sheets of a bunch of my other character's that never get any love.
:bulletblack: Work on my super secret special sauce project. mmhmhmhm. >w>


OTHER STUFFIES

..::Trades::.. Open, if you want to.
..::Requests::.. Depends xD

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  • Mood: Bliss
  • Eating: Halloween Candy

LOLOLOLOLOLOL

Mon Oct 12, 2009, 12:27 PM
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: "Dark Woods Circus" Volcaloid
  • Drinking: sprite
My heeeeaaaaddd.


My weee little heeeeaaaaad.


It hurts so bad. D8





BUT ANYWAY! ON TO MORE IMPORTANT STUFF.


I recently joined this site : [link]

JOIN IT

NOW.

It's fun. D8 -isttlynotanerd-


But yes.



I am trying to balance my schedule. >.>


With school work, trying to find a REAL job, homework, social time with friends, and other stuffies, I have no time for art anymore.

Besides random doodles of sorts that will probably never see the light of day >.>

I might be uploading some new stuff soon, i dunno. Depends.


I got a lot of stuff to work on. >.>

I promised an icon for a friend which I STILL need to finish, I need to make a new reference sheet for Arina (After all this time, she finally got accepted into *Elysian-Academy ) AAAAANNNNND reference sheets for my other charies. ._. ~TakaniS and ~xxxCottonCandyxxx1 have YET to know how many of my charas look like besides giving descriptions and making buddypokes of them on facebook and myspazz. >w>;;

I want to get a subby soon. Its just that Im not on dA frequently and I dont want to waste my money so Ima wait till I become more organized with my time and THEN get a subby. |D

I mean, I still check my dA everyday. Just dont expect me to post much anytime soon. xD;;;


But yes! I want to apply for :iconpendeoclub: , but Im going to wait till I finish my other stuffies first.


Stephanie (~xxxCottonCandyxxx1 ) wanted to do an art contest, so we might be doing that soon.

And I was planning on making an RP club here on dA (Me and ~TakaniS were planning on doing it on proboards, but i was like FUCK THAT LETS DO IT ON DA. ITS MORE FUN THAT WAY. BD) but again, I'm waiting until I get some more free time and shit. Cuz a club is out of the question right now.


BUT YEAH.

TALK TO ME GUYS.


8D


-swallows some pills- :iconicameplz:

Clubs

:iconelysian-academy:

LULZ

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 9:48 PM
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: "Dark Woods Circus" Volcaloid
  • Drinking: sprite
ANYWAI.

I have indeed been working on stuff.

Don't despair.

I know how much you're crying without Soda-art.

But still.

Stop despairing.

Seriously.

Stop it.




...





Whiners.







DIRECTIONS:

((You can do it as yourself, your OC or any favourite character))
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

~MUSIC MEME MEME~ (

How are you feeling today?
"I'm in Miami Bitch" LMFAO ft. Pit Bull

If only I was in miami? ;w;

Will you get far in life?
"I'm like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get you Off Me. (Me&You)" Fall Out Boy

;A; -grabbyhands towards Sushi-

How do your friends see you?
"Beat It" Fall Out Boy (cover)

...OKAY. I SEE HOW IT IS. -runs away crying-

What is your best friend's theme song?
"Hand Of Blood" Bullet for my Valentine
STEPHANIE. :iconffffplz: WHAT ARENT YOU TELLING ME?

What is the story of your life?
"Bitches Get Stitches" Blood on the Dance Floor

LMFAO XD

What was high school like?
"Fer Sure" Medic Droid

...I DUNNO. Kicking off my stilettos and fucking someone in the backseat? >w> *wiggleeyebrowstoSushi*


How can you get ahead in life?
"Circus" Britney Spears

... XD I'll end up working in the circus? That'd actually be sick.

What is the best thing about your friends?
"3s" Mindless Self Indulgence

THEY'RE ALL STUPID, SADISTIC AND SUICIDAL. -brick'd multiple times-


What is in store for this weekend?
"Undead (Out the Way)" Hollywood Undead

LMAO
GONNA BREAK SOME CAR WINDOWS WITH A BASEBALL BAT. -insider- Lulz Ghost XD



What song describes you?
"Lollipop Luxury" Jeffree Star

"I'm on the top, There's no luck,Never turned around to stop, Make my move, Make you move, Make you wanna hear me talk, See me walk, See me fuck,See me suck a lollipop, Wanna get messy~" IT'S ALL ABOUT THE C-U-N-T. -pummeled-

To describe your grandparents?
"Bitches" Mindless Self Indulgence

BITCHES KNOW THEM CUZ THEY KNOW THAT THEY CAN FUCK.

...

Betches.


How is your life going?
"I Never Told You What I Do For A Living" My Chemical Romance

...-hides from Stephanie- >.>

What song will they play at your funeral?
"Goodnight" The Birthday Massacre

>: "Reflect this kiss to wish us all goodnight.
We're all dancing to the same sad song.
And we're not sleeping, but it won't take long."


How does the world see you?
"The Rumours are Flying" A Kidnap in Color

LULZ. So true. Bitches cant keep my name out of their mouths. >D

Will you have a happy life?
"Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough." My Chemical Romance
...no? D:

What do your friends really think of you?
"Stupid Mother Fucker" Mindless Self Indulgence

=_______________= THANKS GUYS. WHY DID I NOT EXPECT THIS.

Do people secretly lust after you?
"Moan" Cute is What We Aim For

;D Fuck yes bitches.

How can you make yourself happy?
"A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me" Fall Out Boy

FUCK THAT SHIT. I dont need to make myself happy. I have Sushi for that. ;D "So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her" TEE HEE HEE

What should you do with your life?
"Secret" The Pierces

That's a secret, I suppose. "Cuz two can't keep a secret if one of them is dead..."

Will you ever have children?
"Brains!" Voltaire (Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy)

I'm going to have two kids, Emile and Merry Weather. And we're going to be such fucked up parents those kids are going to be twisted. xD

So...do you need to tag?
"Why is the Rum Gone?" Pirates of the Caribbean (ReMIX)

LULZ STEPHANIE THIS IS FOR YOU :iconicameplz:

:icontakanis::iconxxxcottoncandyxxx1:

FUCKING YES YES YES

Mon Aug 31, 2009, 9:30 AM
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: "Dark Woods Circus" Volcaloid
  • Drinking: sprite

MUTHAFUCKING YES.



YESSSSSSSSSSSS.



I got my scanner to work!


I GOT MAH EFFIN SCANNER TA WORK! :iconeeeeeplz:


YOU DONT KNOW HOW EFFING HAPPY THAT MAKES ME.


So except for me to start uploading art and become more active again! :dummy:

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